30/12/2010

Sorry~
Sorry for didn't update my blog ~
and I know u keep viewing my blog often ~
I will update my blog often today onward ~

Now, my feeling is sad ~
I don't know why u are so fierce with me today ~
but it doesn't matter ~
I won't get mad of it ~
I will accompany u ~
I won't let u alone to face it ~
Although I really don't know what is going on ~
If scold me could make u happier I would rather let u scold me ~
If bite me could make u feel more comfort i would rather let u bite me ~
But please, let me know what are u thinking and don't keep it in your heart ~
U are not alone, do u know ?
U still got a person who willing to let u scold, bite or even whack ~
I'm willing to do this all for u ~

My eyes are bluring ~
I don't know whether I'm wearing the right way or not~
and My head is feeling suffer ~
maybe I wearing it terbalik and made my vision blur ~
but no one could help me ~
I not going to ask u ~
Just let it be ~
as long as i wont get blind ~ =)

To YOU !!!!!! Brenda Lit Pei Kuen (engaged to Vinson phang wei yang )

Today, I was in an accident, this is my first time ever .
I was shock when it did happened.
It was happened around 5pm.
After settled, I drove it back to home certainly.
When I arrived home, my mood is getting bad.
I don't know why, maybe is the accident.
Then I had told my beibi, I was on accident just now.
She get shocked and I can felt she is so worried me...
I really did felt happy at the moment.
Because u are very care about me, and u told me u scare anything happen on me.
Beibi, at here I'm gonna tell u :

-(Dun worry me too much ok ma beibi?
coz i wont so easily get trouble 1, I still have many things need to do.
I can't just die like that, I still have to buy Iphone n Minicooper for u, and 10times of seoul garden, that is my promised with u.)

And just now we quarrel, my heart really felt uncomfortable when u treat me that cool.
I know I did so just now. Accident is not an excuse.
and u said,
(when i need u than I treat u good, when I dont need u than treat u like shit.)
I don't know why u will think like this.
But, I'm really love u. why dun u trust me..???????
maybe sometime I really treat u not that good.
Sorry, I hope u will forgive me...
sorry for today treat u that cool. I'm sorry....really sorry make u sad...
Last, I'm still that love u, my love on u wont be easily gone...
I love u <3

A day

I have been few weeks didn't touch my blog le...
now I'm here to release my feelings...
I think no one could really understand my feeling bah...
when I cried no ppl know
when I helpless no ppl know
when I not happy no ppl know
when I jealous no ppl know,i not dare to...
coz I can't let u know im jealous,only u will make u suffer..
never mind,my feelings doesn't important for anyone...
as long as I know it than ok le...and I wont tell anyone...
sometime when I'm laugh doesn't mean I'm happy...
I just don't want u to worry ...
A thing that I really concern is U...
I just care about you...
care about your feelings..
care about your...everything
sorry, because tml, n sat going party than let u feel I'm busy..
and i had made u felt unhappy...sorry
I really very care about u...and love u..
thats all...brenda i love u...<3
I hope u wont leave me...
recently I felt I still don't know u well...
many things i also don't know...
i scare...

Now your boy de friends is getting much..
and u always chat with them...
and relation looks good with them too...I worry...
I feel u gonna leave me...
when after I had phone with u...
haix...I really scare to lost u...
but I'm really a sucks bf...
can't bring u to eat some nice food...
but your friends...haix...
ok bah i think is enough le...
lazy to write more...

wow...without writing my feelings really can save many place =)

My baby brenda~

My baby is now fighting for her presentation on tomorrow~
arhggg~ my baby so power 1, i know u can do it gambateh~
than, she told me need to find all the point and put into power point~
after i hear it @.@ blur~ don't know whats was that..
but i really hope try to help u baby~
but I'm useless can't help at all~
just can accompany u for chat~ aiksss ~
and u told me u're headache and feel wan to cry~
made me felt very very very xin suan~
I'm really not willing to see my dear baby like this~

First time~ first time i will have this kind feeling of a girl~
but I'm happy, because I really do love u much only i will feel that ~
at here i want to tell u brenda lit pei kuen~
VINSON PHANG WEI YANG LOVE U MUCH !!!!!!!!!!!!
NO MATTER ANYTHING HAPPEN VINSON WILL BE THERE FOR U~!!!!
I LOVE YOU LAOPO!! i will always stick together with you ..=)
don't kick me away o =)

The first day of college~

Today, i Woke up at 8.00am ~
very unusual ~
maybe i still can't adapt the morning life ~
hope I can adapt it by myself as soon as possible ~

I had arrived college at 9.20am I guess..
than I step in the hall ~
wow...i saw many of students inside the hall~
but 70% is boys ~ so baby u don't need to worry =)
during the class i smsing with my baby~
and i misssssssss her badly...=(
how good if she's just beside of me ?
haixx...but i know this is impossible ~


Unfortunately, i had not made any of new friends =(
but i think tomorrow I'll make some new friends =)
the bad news is tomorrow having out door activities~
i hate it much~ and need to wear athletics suit some more~
i don't care it, I'll just wear a T-shirt with jeans~ haha

And last, for my baby brenda ~
don't worry about me when I'm in college le~
trust me, i wont do somethings betray u or leave u~
because i love u baby ~ <3

u are not alone anymore...i swear

u are not alone anymore start from now...
i wont let u be alone...
i know i have promised u before..and i break our promised ..
sorry, quarrel make me lost my mind~
everytime when we after quarrel i didn't find u bcoz i need to calm down ~
to cool down my mind, and think everything i did~
for avoid we continue argue ~
but when i did this i had ignored u~
and left u alone to face everythings~
i don't know today u argue with your mom till i had saw yr blog~
sorry i shouldn't left u alone whole noon today~
sorry ~ i will try my best to compensate for u ~
really sorry...
i will change myself ~

Friday

Today, went to watch Step up 3 with my baby and her cousins~
it was an awesome movie ~
anyway this is the 1st time we inside the cinema didn't da k lun~ sad sad =(
but i still can hold my baby hands till the movie end, it's already satisfy me =)
i feel sweet when being with u baby~ every moment every second ~
i will cherish the time when being with u baby~ love u

after watched step up 3~
i bought a cup of green tea for my baby~
but when i was ordering i don't know what are the employee talking...lame right?
because i though he was spoken english...totally blur on that time
lucky my baby can listen out what is he saying~ haha

than we walked around in ioi mall ~
walk a walk a walk a walk~
and suddenly saw a new cookie shop ~ my baby favourite .. =)
and of cause i will start to save money and buy a bear with cookie for my baby =)
wait me yah cookie and bear =)

when I'm arrived home, don't know why I was thinking about my college life~
made me felt panic ~ cause my college life will start on few days more ~
but got 1 things is happy for me~
maybe sometime can meet up with my baby at sunway ~hehehe

how will my first day be on college ?
hope i can get some new friends ~
and of course is boy la..hahah
i will try to stay away with girls ~
cause i had promised my baby can't kap lui ...hehe
i still remember our promised o baby...i so ting hua 1...=)

And last, i want to tell my baby ~
I love you ~muackxxxxx