A day

I have been few weeks didn't touch my blog le...
now I'm here to release my feelings...
I think no one could really understand my feeling bah...
when I cried no ppl know
when I helpless no ppl know
when I not happy no ppl know
when I jealous no ppl know,i not dare to...
coz I can't let u know im jealous,only u will make u suffer..
never mind,my feelings doesn't important for anyone...
as long as I know it than ok le...and I wont tell anyone...
sometime when I'm laugh doesn't mean I'm happy...
I just don't want u to worry ...
A thing that I really concern is U...
I just care about you...
care about your feelings..
care about your...everything
sorry, because tml, n sat going party than let u feel I'm busy..
and i had made u felt unhappy...sorry
I really very care about u...and love u..
thats all...brenda i love u...<3
I hope u wont leave me...
recently I felt I still don't know u well...
many things i also don't know...
i scare...

Now your boy de friends is getting much..
and u always chat with them...
and relation looks good with them too...I worry...
I feel u gonna leave me...
when after I had phone with u...
haix...I really scare to lost u...
but I'm really a sucks bf...
can't bring u to eat some nice food...
but your friends...haix...
ok bah i think is enough le...
lazy to write more...

wow...without writing my feelings really can save many place =)